One of those days

It may be because of recent conversation, mild sleep deprivation, stress, or simply having my mind occupied with so much information all at once but it is one of those days.

Normally I feel that phase is used to describe a bad day for most, but not for me.

Occasionally I slip into a place where everything surrounding me is tragic and beautiful at the same time, and I am very much inside my head, just surrounded by my thoughts. Its a very calm clear place to be.

I feel more in control, more analytic, more ambitious and a have a general sense of being content for where I am right now in my life. Especially in terms of academics and my self image.

These past days I focused and really worked to prepare for finals and it paid off in the exam today, which is something new to me as I tend to get in my own way by procrastinating. I have been conscious of my goals, in terms of my weight and progress and haven't binged either.

I feel as though the way I perceive the world today is something similar to the feeling I get from these pictures.